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Speechless.. This is what I can feel now... Supposedly beginning of this month I should be doing nothing.. I think as my assignment list haven come out. But, last week my senior had informed me that she will couch me to do audit on property development. I thought she wants to teach me new things. But, today I just know that my senior maybe leaving the company soon. She is now handing over the thing to us. For me there is good and bad. Good thing is I learn new things. Bad thing is my senior go already.. One of the backbone of the company. No one to search for when there is problem arise.

I had been busy for almost five months. Non stop of ot. Busy clearing the works and assignments. Rushing for the deadlines and clients' requirements. For me this year is the busiest period for me. I never think that I will be handling so much accounts and big companies. For me busy is the word that I can say. Busy.. Busy.. Busy..

After the peak, it's quite free... Nothing to do.. Some of us just sit there staring and doing nothing. Talking and chatting.. If not just start complaining. Doing the last work of the work.. Start to find something to do.. Free.. Free.. Free..

Now I just wish that when the new assignment list come out I can accept what I had been assigned for... Desperate.............................................................................................................................