Friday, February 27, 2009

New Start..

Next Monday will be the first day I go to work. Nervous and anxious are the feelings I am having now to wait for Monday to come. It's not that I have not work in firm before, it's just that, this time, I have to go to the office by myself. Last time having my industrial training, I went to a firm with my friends. I got the accompany of my friends. So, it won't be a big deal for me to work in a firm. But, this time is different. I have to go alone. A bit worry.. Just hope that I can cope with it and do a good job. Gambateh..

This afternoon I went to hair salon to have a hair cut. Actually no difference in my hair style. Just have it shorter and less thicker. This is to make sure that I have a good appearance for my first job and also my convo.. Haha.. Dunno why I always have a hair cut before my convo.

A hair cut represent a new start for me. Just hope that I have a good time in my work and enjoy it.

Btw, to my friends (Soke Yee and Diana), hope you guys enjoy your work life and plus oil.. See u guys in the convo..

Plus oil.. ^^v

Monday, February 23, 2009

Confused..

These few days, I have been thinking if I had made a good choice. Choosing to work in a medium firm rather than big firm. If I told the others I am going to work in ACC, some of them will ask why not EY. I don't know what to answer them. I had send both the company my resume. But, only ACC called me and I accept it. As I think I can learn more in this company as I can learn both audit and tax. In my opinion, I can learn more in small firm.

The thing that worried me the most is my pay is not enough to cover all my expenses that I need to pay. Especially my loans that I took during my studies. Loans, expenses at home and so on.. Eveything is about money. I'm not sure I can arrange and plan the use of the money wisely. Haii..

What can I say now. 'Fan'..

Thought For Days

Create A Peaceful Thought
When your open your eyes in the morning, sit for a moment and appreciate the gift of a new day, create a peaceful thought and enjoy some moments of silence throughout the whole day.

Contentment
Contentment is a great virtue, though it may not attract one's attention at first. Those who are truly content are usually quiet about it. It is a pleasure to be in their company, because they are full, peaceful, and generous.

Humility
Humility grows a little more each time I step away from my own feelings and opinions and genuinely listen to the experience of another human being. Humility is dedication to the extent that no acknowledgement is sought for the self. Only when I have learned to value others no more or less than I value myself can I be said to be truly humble.

Positive Thoughts
Positive thoughts are like good software that helps us to perform to the best of our abilities.

Well-Wisher
The method to remove worry is to become a well-wisher for all and thus stop using the mind and wasting your time thinking about things in the wrong way.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Oh My.. Oh My..

Since I came back from UK, I have been resting for almost 3 months. In this 3 months, there were good and bad things happen. I had my advanced diploma convocation in November and took 2 papers for my acca exam in December. First day of January, blistered myself with hot water. Gosh.. In February, I finally find a job and get the offer. Besides, my acca result out.

Next month is March. Starting from March, I will start my working life as an audit assistance. March may be a sign of my new life. I ave to wake up early and sleep early in order to have enough sleep. Besides, I just have Sunday to have a relaxing day as I got to work six days a week from March to August. Plus oil...

In the middle of the month, I will go KL to attend my SHU convocation. I think I got the chance to meet my friends there since I didn't meet them after the college convocation. Looking forward to that.

Moreover, my birthday also in March. Getting older already. Haii.. Some of my friends also celebrate their birthday in March. Hope that their wishes will come true and Happy Birthday to them.

To people who just start to work, enjoy the working life and all the best....

Monday, February 16, 2009

What de..

Today I am supposed to go to my future office to sign on a contract. But, Mrs Kuan called and ask me not to come to office today. The people who do my contract is having a sick leave and se ask me to come after 2 days or when she call. Haha.. What can I say.. I have to wait again. But at least I can bring back the contract for review.

Today is the day my ACCA exam result out. I take 2 papers. 1 is the rezit and the other is 1st time de. Finally I pass my resit paper which is I am weak on, finance. But, I failed my P5. 5 marks to a pass. I have to retake again. But I think I'm not taking it now lo. Maybe after tax. This time 1 subject at one time.

Have to add oil again.. Still left 2 to go...

Thought For Days

Trust yourself
You must begin to trust yourself. If you do not then you will forever be looking to others to prove your own merit to you and you will never be satisfied. You will always be asking others what to do, and at the same time resenting those from whom you seek such aid.

Sweetness
Sweetness looks for the good in things, for at its heart is the conviction that good is somewhere there in everything.

Treasures
All human beings have a place inside which is filled with treasures; be still and you will find it.

Love‏
If I learn to create love in my heart and silently share it with everyone I meet, love will grace every corner of my life.

Harmony
All things have their time. All things have their answers. All things have their right to be. Accepting this reality, all things come into harmony.

Friday, February 13, 2009

YEAH

Yeah!!! I finally find a job. I will be working in an audit firm as an audit assistance. My scope of work is audit and tax. Hope that I can cope well and do a good job. I will start working next month after resting for so long.

Plus oil and good luck to me...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

It's Hard..

It's hard for us to forget something that we wanna forget. I'm the example for that. I have spent some times to forget some sadness and so on. But, it keeps appear in front of me whenever I almost and gonna for get about it.

My dad had passed away for almost three years. I just remember him in healthy condition. The condition when he was sicked I have almost forget. As my house only have pictures that he was healthy. Maybe also, because of me studying in KL and just come back home when there were semester break. Miss him quite a lot.

Sadness is the emotion that I want to avoid. Missing also the action I want to avoid. But, it's hard. When you miss someone that you love it takes time to forget about him or her. Now, I try to forget something I really need to forget. But, it keep on appear in front of me when I almost forget.

I think it takes time and I will try to do so.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Thought For Days

Think Big
Rise above little things. Be a big thinker. You are what you think. So just think big, believe big, act big, dream big, work big, give big, forgive big, laugh big, image big, love big, live big. Carry that list and you'll start feeling big. Be a believer and you'll be an achiever.

Gentleness
Gentleness is not a lack of strength but a great power that doesn't force or disturb.

Acceptance is the secret of contentment. Appreciation is the secret of happiness.

Choose Feelings
If your days seem filled with unwanted negative feelings, there is only one cure. When they come, choose them. Don't ask why, don't wonder how, don't fight them and never put yourself down for having them. But most of all never blame someone else for how you feel. If you do, it means you are still fast asleep and your choice is to be a victim. When the feelings come, even big disturbing emotional feelings say, "I choose this feeling" and know it comes because of something you have thought or done in the past, perhaps a certain belief that you have learned or an attachment that is threatened. Choice does not mean you want the feelings, but it does mean you are taking responsibility for them. And that is the beginning of self mastery. It is the first step to the healing and resolving of your emotions. But only the first step. Try this today and then ask yourself what the next step might be. If you are really interested to know, you will come to know!

Never Battle
Never fight. Nothing is worth fighting for. Wisdom never fights, it waits patiently, speaks positively, releases easily, sees benefit in everything and envisions a future of abundance...knowing that all needs will be met at the right moment, in the right way. If you think life is a struggle you will always be struggling, If you think life is a breeze, your attitudes and actions will convey lightness and easiness. And that's what attracts everything you need, and much more. Make today a breeze not a battle.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Thought For Days

You get wise from listening and regret from speaking.

Something New
Focusing on developing a positive aspect of one's life can achieve a goal more easily than by trying to give up the negative habit. After all, it seems to be easier to take on something new than to give up something old!
The old way often falls away out of disuse.

Balance
The indication of balance in life is a sense of well-being, optimism and a clear conscience. The foundation for achieving this is to look after myself spiritually - making my mind peaceful, loving and thoughtful at all times. Then I will instinctively know how much time to spend on my own well-being and how much on fulfilling other responsibilities. I can only give my best to others when I am myself at my best.

Inner Place of Silence
There is a part of you that is perfect and pure. It is untouched by the less than perfect characteristics you've acquired by living in a less than perfect world. It is filled with divine qualities, so is in a constant state of resourcefulness and well-being. Its total absence of conflict and negativity of any sort makes this part of you a Still-Point...a deep, enriching experience of Silence. Make time to practice reaching this inner place of Silence. It will bring you untold benefit.

To handle yourself, use your head. To handle others, use your heart.

Goodness
When I become excessively critical towards others, it means I am going in the wrong direction. We are usually very good at spotting mistakes, but we should develop the quality of also spotting goodness. If I can see what is good in others or in situations and go beyond the curtain of negativity, I feel good about myself. If I constantly think "he is wrong", I instead create a barrier which blocks me from reaching my own goodness.

Anger is the power of ignorance and peace is the power of knowledge.

Look Inwards
We all have three eyes. Two for looking out and one for looking in. Why would we want to look in when everything is happening 'out there'? Because the treasure we seek is inside, not outside. What is treasure? Beauty, truth, peace, happiness. You already have what you seek. You already are stunningly beautiful. You are already peaceful and loving. How come you don't know this? Simple, you never look inwards, beyond superficial memories or recent experiences, so you never see your own riches. Take a moment to stop, look in and see. Don't rush. Don't search. Just look. And be aware.