2nd or 3rd Day???

Today is the 3rd day my brother left Malaysia to study at Canada. But, for him, it was his second day. There is a 12-hour differencefrom Malaysia. Now, it was 5 am at his place. I had talked with him through skype at nood for 2 days. It's the first time to talk to him using webcam.

Without him by my side or at home is quite difficult to adjust. No one to play with and disturb with. But, I also need to get use to it from now on. Now, I am just looking forward for his changes after going there. Maybe will become fatter than before or just slimmer because of the stress. Still thinking about it. Haha.. Now I just hope that my little brother will be more independent and wise spending. Take care also..

Still got 4 days. 3rd of September.. A memorable day for my family. It is the 3rd year my dad past away. I was surprised when I looked at the calendar. It has been almost 3 years. So fast.. Miss the day with him around when thinking it back. This will be the first time I will be passing throught this day with my family. Last 2 years I had been studying outstation. Memories...

Today is Thursday..

Today is Thursday. This may be not a special day all the people. But, for me. it's a day when my brother go to Canada for his studies. It's a hard time for me since he had been staying with me for most of my life except when I went to KL for my studies. I have been used to his arounds since he came back for holidays before going to Canada.

His flight will be take off soon. It will be a long trip for him since he needs to take the transit from Dubai before reaching Toronto. Now sitting in front of the pc writing this blog make me think back many things. Memory flashed back. I'm gonna miss him since he is my little brother.

Four years studying abroad and maybe will come back during holidays. So, now I need to be more active in reading my brother's blog.

Message to my little brother:

So, a bi.. Finally you are going out for your dream. Take care when you are there. Don't forget to update ur blog and facebook. Always email us and take care. Plus oil in your studies too. Do really take care.. Good luck..

Thought For Days

Useful Things
Remember only useful things and there will be no need to even think about forgetting anything painful.

Good Relationships
In order to create good relationships... - with your mind, think about what you have to learn from others, - with your eyes, look into good qualities of others, - with your words, recognise, value and appreciate their accomplishments, - with your actions, cooperate and do something for others.

Detachment
Detachment is being close to what you most want to be free from and using it to make you grow.

Appreciation of Every Soul
See through God's eyes and feel through God's heart and you will appreciate the value of every soul including yourself.

Failure
Failure doesn't mean - you'll never make it, it means - it will take a little longer.

Meditation
At the core of your being, you are deeply peaceful, immensley loving, infinitely wise and profoundly contented.

A Long And Healthy Life
There are three ingredients for a long and healthy life: live with attention but without worry, use time in a worthwhile way, keep your thoughts pure, positive and filled with strength.

Obstacles
It is good that obstacles come, but the obstacles should not defeat you. Obstacles come to make you strong. Therefore instead of being afraid of obstacles, overcome them by considering them to an entertaining game. When you have the company of God there is no need to be afraid.

Change
It is wise to bend rather than to break. Those who change will get spiritual wisdom. Conversely, those who have wisdom will decide to change. Change is the first law of Nature.

Lotus Life
The lotus is a symbol of purity. Its roots are in the mud, but the flower remains above dirty water. Live a lotus life. Be in the world, but unaffected by impurities.

Talk Lovingly to Yourself
Learning to talk properly to the self is a spiritual endeavour. When you make a mistake, do you talk lovingly to yourself in your mind, or do you tell yourself off? One habit recognises your divinity; the other subtly shapes a nature of sorrow.

Riches
The greatest good we can do for others is not to share our riches with them, but to reveal to them their own.

Truly and Permanently Happy
The secret to life's purpose is to be happy. In order to be truly and permanently happy, we have to fulfil our best intentions and act on them right away ... even if that means we start by just giving good thoughts to them.

My Thoughts..

Last night, I finally got chance to watch Hannah Montana The Movie. It's about a girl who has 2 identities. One as a girl from a small town and one as famous singer. The movie is about her 2 weeks life in Tennessee which is her hometown. I like one of the songs in this movie. 'The Climb'.. That was sang by her after her secret was known by the others.

After hearing the song, it sort of link to my life. I have many dreams in my life. When I almost reach for my dreams, there were always some problems ahead them. I lost my directions and start losing my faith on what I believe, sometimes.

The following is the lyrics of the song..

The Climb sang by Miley Cyrus..

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Losing directions and faith when I faced problems. But I can't give it up. Just like the song say:

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

I like this. Life is like a climb. We need to climb 'mountains' before reaching for the dreams we have. This song encourage me a lot. Hope this song will encourage you too.

See the video clip from youtube. The link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMjj1sBQ6PQ.

Long Time..

It's been a while i didn't update my blog. It has been almost 5 months I rush for my office peak period. Finally all my assignments during July and kept helping my seniors prepare the draft account, vouching and prepare the final account. But, filling in form c & r was the job I did the most.

Now is August. My manager has given us the new assignments. From August till March 2010. The assignments I have are 14 altogether. Assignments in December are the most. Now have to start calling the clients for the documents and accounts to come in. It will be a busy days again.

Haze in Miri is really a big matter. The weather here is hot and dry everyday. But, now the wind blow strongly. So, i think it may be raining tonight. Just hope that it will clear the haze away from bring back the bright sky.

Busy with my works is what can I say on my working lifestyle. Now I every night stay at home to regain the energy. Lazy to go out and seldom on msn and chat with others. Hope that all my friends are well and in good health. Take care everyone..

Thought for Days

The Secret of Happiness
The secret of happiness is to be free of fear. Fear is like a toxin that runs through much of our thinking. It feeds on insecurity, feeling of loss, loneliness, inadequacy and attachment.
You are loveable and loving. Accept this as Truth. Appreciate and care for yourself - truly, deeply, intensely, in a way that reflects your real value. Then you will automatically have the same regards for all other living beings and things.

Real Gentleness
Real gentleness in a person is a great power. The power that sees, understands, but never interferes. Like the branch of the tree, just touching the earth but never taking root in it. Never to take root in someone else’s mind but to help, that’s gentleness.

Fresh Start
If through some error yesterday was lost in grief, don't lose today by keeping it in your memory.

Here Is An Angel
How can we serve others around us? By making our lives inspirational and interacting with tact and wisdom. We should be so cheerful, and our lives such examples, that they say 'Here is an angel.'

The Final Analysis
People are often unreasonable, self-centred: Forgive them anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you, but be honest anyway. What you spend years to build, someone could destroy overnight. Build anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. Do good anyway. You see, in the final analysis it is between you and God; it never was between you and them anyway.

Excuses, Excuses.
If you want to do anything you find a way. If you don't want to do anything you find an excuse.

Discovering Spirituality
Faith in spirituality enables us to trust ourselves. With trust we can let go of the past and have the courage to dare. To dare with courage gives us the confidence to know that we can achieve what we set out to achieve. If we begin with doubt then we have sown the seed of possible failure. Faith in spirituality always allows us to win. Every step of faith opens another chapter in our lives.

Good Wishes
The more good wishes and kind feelings we have for others, the more our own happiness increases.

Greed
Diamond alone can cut another diamond and a thorn alone will have to be used to remove another thorn. The tendency to be greedy can be cured by another facet of greed. Instead of showing attachment towards worldly objects, one's attention should be directed towards divinity. We can be greedy to acquire spiritual knowledge. Let me possess a deep desire to develop forgiveness, politeness, straightforwardness and peacefulness.

Positive Attitude
Your attitude creates an atmosphere around you. Your attitude is the result of the way you think and feel. You communicate your attitude. Create a positive attitude, filled with good feelings, and even just your presence will do wonders in situations.

Truth
The power of Truth is such that you need never be concerned about proving it. You need only be concerned with being it and living it. Truth is always revealed, at the right moment, at the right place.

Relationships
Who are the thieves of peace? Why is peace lost in relationships? Complaints, guilt and comparisons are the main destroyers of peace. Instead of complaining, share newness. Instead of looking for someone to blame, take responsibility for improving the situation. Instead of comparing yourself to others, value the good that is in them.

Ocean of Silence
In the ocean of silence you may discover your eternal treasures of peace, love and happiness. In silence, you can let bad feelings and past sorrows dissolve. In silence you can hear the whisper of God saying "Come child and rest with Me. You are a peaceful soul."

Balance In Life
The indication of balance in life is a sense of well-being, optimism and a clear conscience. The foundation for achieving this is to look after myself spiritually - making my mind peaceful, loving and thoughtful at all times. Then I will instinctively know how much time to spend on my own well-being and how much on fulfilling other responsibilities. I can only give my best to others when I am myself at my best.

The Influence Of Gossip
I cannot afford to overlook the influence that other people have on me. there are cases where people quarrel, fight and even commit murder because they are influenced by gossip, influenced by the words of others. To what extent do I check that I am not being influenced by gossip? Negativity in the mind is like poison. Negative thoughts are the seeds of negative actions. It might seem like a simple everyday occurrence - my friends tell me in the strictest confidence that such and such a person is like this and does so-and-so. I listen and accept without question because of the friendship. My attitude and actions now become influenced by my friends words, and I find myself acting and reacting in accordance with the information fed to me. Gossip and guessing bring sorrow, heaviness and distrust. Poison can come in many disguises, but poison is poison whether from an enemy or a friend.

Miss Nothing
Being enlightened means being self aware. Awareness of yourself means you don't miss anything inside. You are aware of things like the quality of your thoughts and feelings, of how you sometimes give your power to others, and how your self-esteem occasionally fluctuates. You don't miss anything because you know that knowing yourself is vital to being comfortable with yourself. Are you comfortable with yourself? No! Then be with your self, talk to your self, listen to your self today. Take a few moments out and have a meeting with yourself. Put yourself in your diary. Put your self at the top of your to list. And write next to it, 'being with myself'. Miss nothing in your self.

An Ancient Peace
There is a silence into which the world cannot intrude. There is an ancient peace you carry in your heart and have not lost. There is a love you have missed for so long and will always come back to.

Gently Right
Determination makes you sit up straight and love everything, because it's all part of moving forward. Day and night you have the feeling that you only have to seek and can touch the hard core of wisdom that rests inside each moment. You can focus on that, let the toughness be in seeking that and then action is automatically as it should be. Gently right.

Look for Goodness
In everything, goodness is there. Our goal is to find it. In every person, the best is there. Our job is to recognise it. In every situation, the positive is there. Our opportunity is to see it. In every problem, the solution is there. Our responsibility is to provide it. In every setback, the success is there. Our adventure is to discover it. In every crisis, the reason is there. Our challenge is to understand it. By seeing the goodness, we'll be very enthusiastic and our lives will be richer.

Anger finishes all wisdom
Anger finishes all wisdom. Ego finishes regard. Worry eats away your life. Bribery finishes all justice. Greed finishes all honesty. Fear eats away a human being. The greatest jewellery in the world is your own nobility. Your own best companion in the world is your determined thought.

Sweet Words
A bitter tongue makes life bitter, a sweet tongue makes life better.

Faith
When I am continuously being battered by the storms of life, and my very spirit is ebbing away, then all I need to do is hang onto that gift called 'Faith', that one support which will weather the storms. Faith does not depend on a clever head, only belief: belief in the self and the strength that lies within. Faith is the seed of victory and the foundation of making the impossible possible.

Greed
The more intense the greed, the deeper the discontent.